I did it!
Finally did it!
I made a New Years (Mental Health) Resolution!
Regardless of anything going on anywhere...
Im going to fall in love with my life again!!!!
I was operating at a total low point for 4+ months.
Maybe you all can relate?
2020 was difficult...
definitely not boring...
It came to a head for me when my body on the daily
struggled
struggled to just be
struggled to carry my energy
and it was no longer ignorable
my mind set
my depression
my limbo
my disbelief
my quicksand feelings
I really felt like I might not ever feel my normal again.
I gave into the process
I felt like the lows inside me
were meant to be
these lingering fallow moments
that stretched on in front of me
in what looked like an endless
hypnotic
highway
they were here to teach me.
After this holiday season
when it came to me
that the only way out
was to unflinchingly
and completely
fall back in love
with my life!
Even though
my life might not look like it did
before last march
even though
the road ahead might be rough
I had One
New Focus
and it was a Great One!
That One lil Feeling
of Sincere and Simple Intention
started turning things around.
Now
I put this in my pocket
I will remember this
This Moment
that made me Turn The Corner
at what felt like
a real grim crossroad...
Maybe
putting this out there
into the collective
where you pick up
or put down
things
good ideas
bad ideas
suggestions
judgements
insights
whatever...
Let It Be
Let Yourself Be Still
Let Yourself Be Able To Hear
The Guidance
that lil voice inside your head
the inspirations
the nudges
For those moments
that you don't pick up anything
that's your cue
to
BREATHE
Build up
Re-Build
Gather all the Strength
Put your feelers out
for New Opportunities
I hope
maybe
that this helps just one more person
and
maybe
that person
helps just one more person...
I see you on your journey
I see you
JM