Caught Between Quantum Reality & Magical Thinking: An Update

 

Running thru mazes

Just hopping along 

The gardens are wild 

And waiting for attention 

There’s a wee bee hive by the front windows 

Otherwise 

Indoor stuff is benefiting from having to keep an eye on

The elder pets

A week ago

We feared that both of them 

Were racing each other to the rainbow bridge 

Now

Pup has a special diet and gets lux noms 

4 times a day

Living her best life 

And our best brother mr mars

Is fading 

Like a bloom

Until we meet again 

Honey bear 

Will be any day now

Gasp

Sob

Deep sigh 

We all know this day will eventually greet us…

It still cuts 

We have been giving him everything he wants 

Mostly it’s napping on the porch 

And going out to the backyard 

We have many long chats 

And cuddle time…

Other than these things …

We have other looming weird adulting

Phone calls

Logistics 

Where’s the money coming from

Decision based roll playing games

Lol

I’m getting really into moths…

And there’s been a kitchen makeover change up

Happening…

Every other day I’m thinking:

I hate it

Or 

Push this as far as it can go, then keep going!

No regrets…

Like a crazed pirate on a ship of paint and decor…

And 

There is…

The current baseline of existence 

Being burnout 

So 

Kindness 

Compassion 

And care

Is being shoved into focus 

And comparison is 

Crumpled like a piece of paper and tossed…

In the recycling bin 

Because we Care.

That’s it 

Gotta go

I’ve resumed journaling 

And the pen is calling…

X-J